A few more weeks until class starts and I am on the road to becoming the person I always wanted to be. I am learning the things I need to know and one of them is, "Don't trust people". Ever. A vast majority of people are fixated on themselves and what they want out of their life. Love and family is not always what we think it is. I know that men in my life only come around me when they think it is convenient. I've never met a man who jumped to the needs of others I am tired of the passive aggressive stances. I have done enough in my time to be respected and just seems like that respect never comes bak like a good boomerang. It just....goes...into the mist...never to return. So fine I will do my life the way I want to. No one was around to say, hey! This is the way life should be! No...I had to go out and see it for myself.
My ex husband called me last week and wants to move back in with me as if nothing ever happened. Delusional moocher he is. I told him, "Noooo...you should go to a shelter and get your own place". He was just like, "oh I am weighing out my options." I'm thinking, No. You wanted to come back to my life so you can ruin the success I am getting. NOPE. The only person I'll give anything to even though he has done a lot of fucked up shit to me, is A. He gave me some things when I didn't have it. Other than that I don't go backwards in relationships.
If it didn't work out the first time it sure in hell ain't gonna work out the second time. It is not like I woke up one day and had an epiphany and said in a dumb blonde voice: "OH! He is my Ken! and he was right! My logical sense of thinking and independence is so dumb! Lemme run into his arms!"
Fuck outta here. -_-
I still think of 'something' that fade more and more everyday. I realize even looking into a relationship with anyone other than A would be imperatively idiotic considering my living arrangement here is temporary and my goals of heading home to CT is on my top priorities of long term goals. I love how one thinks that I am the screwed up one because I stuck up for myself and said what was the TRUTH. And inferiority complex was set in full swing on the lion of hell.
Rh Negative Rh Positive....Chemtrails
So now I am happier than ever to get the things I want out of life, before the chemtrails kill us all. And if no one knows what that is I suggest you read up on it. I bet your wondering lately, "why is it when I eat vegetables, I have the major shits"? Well, it may just be those lovely chemicals they spray in the air known as Aluminum that is landing in your crops. Also don't believe that pesticides is any safer. Nothing we can do since we are so dependent on the government for jobs and health.
I used to think I was independent and reality is, I am just one step closer to being the Government's favorite drone. Drones are insects who work for the Hive and we the people are sheeples, drones, slaves ants, zombies...etc...Non of us will ever be an Elite member unless of course you are a blue blood or member of the family I.E related to the skulls, illuminati,masons, whatever you call it..or lack of a better word your blood type is pure. There are two blood types in this world. Rh negative Rh Positive now I am not completely 100% educated on the subject but as I write this I am becoming more and more knowledgeable on the subject. This is what i gather...Rh negative is meaning a "Human" has no relations to he rhesus monkey which is a form of monkey that a RH positive is genetically born with. So another words at some point in time an RH negative had sex with an Rh positive species and developed humans.
So much more to go into depth but as paranoid as I am I rather not. Too many people have complained of having their homes ransacked, hard drives swiped clean and terrorized by Government officials after discovering the truth. Too many beings that are part of the elite have treated the people of society as drones and slaves. Speaking of that what about the music industry, Tv, anything Hollywood is part of it. Anyone who has millions, upon millions is part of some elite. Because that amount of wealth is greed, It is not evenly distributed among society to help bring society into an even plane of success. So hence the alleged debt we are in. We are not in Debt. The Government is. They play with people's inventions and success and enslave others and use other people ideas as their own. Nothing that america has in made by america. Everything we built was built by a foreigner. They kill people by hiring navy seals and other forms of violent government scientific researching to get what they want. more and more power. Useless power they will never be God.
We were apprehended by the middle east in the early 90's that's when it began. All the oil stories we hear is horseshit. It is deeper than that.
So folks get your blood type checked by donating "blood" these places you donate blood to actually are looking for other RH negatives.
My ex husband called me last week and wants to move back in with me as if nothing ever happened. Delusional moocher he is. I told him, "Noooo...you should go to a shelter and get your own place". He was just like, "oh I am weighing out my options." I'm thinking, No. You wanted to come back to my life so you can ruin the success I am getting. NOPE. The only person I'll give anything to even though he has done a lot of fucked up shit to me, is A. He gave me some things when I didn't have it. Other than that I don't go backwards in relationships.
If it didn't work out the first time it sure in hell ain't gonna work out the second time. It is not like I woke up one day and had an epiphany and said in a dumb blonde voice: "OH! He is my Ken! and he was right! My logical sense of thinking and independence is so dumb! Lemme run into his arms!"
Fuck outta here. -_-
I still think of 'something' that fade more and more everyday. I realize even looking into a relationship with anyone other than A would be imperatively idiotic considering my living arrangement here is temporary and my goals of heading home to CT is on my top priorities of long term goals. I love how one thinks that I am the screwed up one because I stuck up for myself and said what was the TRUTH. And inferiority complex was set in full swing on the lion of hell.
Rh Negative Rh Positive....Chemtrails
So now I am happier than ever to get the things I want out of life, before the chemtrails kill us all. And if no one knows what that is I suggest you read up on it. I bet your wondering lately, "why is it when I eat vegetables, I have the major shits"? Well, it may just be those lovely chemicals they spray in the air known as Aluminum that is landing in your crops. Also don't believe that pesticides is any safer. Nothing we can do since we are so dependent on the government for jobs and health.
I used to think I was independent and reality is, I am just one step closer to being the Government's favorite drone. Drones are insects who work for the Hive and we the people are sheeples, drones, slaves ants, zombies...etc...Non of us will ever be an Elite member unless of course you are a blue blood or member of the family I.E related to the skulls, illuminati,masons, whatever you call it..or lack of a better word your blood type is pure. There are two blood types in this world. Rh negative Rh Positive now I am not completely 100% educated on the subject but as I write this I am becoming more and more knowledgeable on the subject. This is what i gather...Rh negative is meaning a "Human" has no relations to he rhesus monkey which is a form of monkey that a RH positive is genetically born with. So another words at some point in time an RH negative had sex with an Rh positive species and developed humans.
So much more to go into depth but as paranoid as I am I rather not. Too many people have complained of having their homes ransacked, hard drives swiped clean and terrorized by Government officials after discovering the truth. Too many beings that are part of the elite have treated the people of society as drones and slaves. Speaking of that what about the music industry, Tv, anything Hollywood is part of it. Anyone who has millions, upon millions is part of some elite. Because that amount of wealth is greed, It is not evenly distributed among society to help bring society into an even plane of success. So hence the alleged debt we are in. We are not in Debt. The Government is. They play with people's inventions and success and enslave others and use other people ideas as their own. Nothing that america has in made by america. Everything we built was built by a foreigner. They kill people by hiring navy seals and other forms of violent government scientific researching to get what they want. more and more power. Useless power they will never be God.
We were apprehended by the middle east in the early 90's that's when it began. All the oil stories we hear is horseshit. It is deeper than that.
So folks get your blood type checked by donating "blood" these places you donate blood to actually are looking for other RH negatives.
