I have been doing quite well just not sure if the next step is in the light just yet. At first I wanted to move back home to Connecticut and try to establish some type of connection with my adoptive family. But as usual my level of trust and past issues comes to eat my head. So I decided to let that go forever and move to Florida. Only because I want the sunshine and feeling of connection. I hear it is very hot down there so only way to know if this is what I want is by going down there once on my vacation and make an idea based on that. On my way up I have to stop in CT to take a look at a place. So if I have a choice maybe I will go with CT or Florida. My options are limited and in between. As for love I feel lost I don't think I've ever really loved anyone. I think I did once but it is gone and forever. I've been called crazy many times and it makes me think what is the point of trying if people are going to just call me names. I am all for who I am the question remains, "are you there for me?" I guess it is difficult being an introvert with a hearing deficiency and not being able to understand responses given back to me by others it sounds weird and gives me headaches when I have to listen to people. Is that a mental illness? I feel clouded.
Well, I am getting good grades in my English class. I have to do a stupid writers journal for English.
bye.
Well, I am getting good grades in my English class. I have to do a stupid writers journal for English.
bye.
