Today I am fucking deviated, I am so sick of Akin. I tried and tried to make it work he just keeps doing the same shit over and over again. No positive results,no new beginnings. He was denied for SS benefits and instead of appealing it he just kept lying to me about it. Until I contacted a lawyer for him that's when the truth slipped out. Then he used my bank card to buy computer ram when I didn't have the money now my account is negative. He keeps using me he is careless I told him "get me my money this weekend or I will contact your family." He knows I am not playing with him anymore. I am tired of getting involved with these losers. But a lot of guys want females who work and are loaded with educational degrees and packed with money so when they get together they have a enchanted kingdom. Look at mina for example, he wanted that. He didn't care for me because I wasn't a white female with long straight hair and a coca-cola bottle shaped body. He referred to me as, Gorilla." So I will never forget that. He opened up my eyes to the likes of men from Rochester, NY. I will never find a good man here in Rochester. I have met other guys from different parts of the state and even the world. I never give up on happiness, I am just stuck here in Rochester and honestly I can move on to someone else without an issue. I just don't want some hypocritical jerk who tells me how I should live my life when I think I am doing pretty good right now, I could use some positive boosts on my next goals and what I am not doing so good at. I wouldn't do it to someone else who has goals and is not just sitting there. My motivations may differ from someone else, I will not work right now. I am on disability and I go to school. I guess if people have a problem with that then I should just ignore it and just be single. It seems like that's the issue.
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